I feel like today wasn't my day. Being out of myself doesn't happen often, but it did, and on here, even.
You know what? I overreacted basically, I tend to sometimes lose control of myself towards feelings.
And to everyone which had to go through this, let me say one thing, I'm awfully sorry about what I've done. I tend to don't accept many things like how we weren't able to make participate much people on there because I know no one can hardly do this. But mistakes happens, and it's something I tend to have difficulty to accept and when I don't feel well, I'm really hesitative about myself and all of my capacities, even though I should not because it's not my fault, I did everything which was possible to give out a hand and I should do it hapilly, not taking it as a chore or whatever I did today.
Bad times happens, and I hope you understand everyone. Don't worry, I still like you guys, and I hope it's the same for all of you because I don't want to make suffer any of you because of me.