I was just panicking because I really thought it was rude and that, of course, I thought you were getting a lot of hate on me. I think I should just try to know your way to react better and you should try to do the same to me because we all have our different ways to be, we have some things that others won't like. Maybe you could explain that to me a little more just to ensure everything is alright. If it wasn't your intention to think you were wanting bad things on me, sorry. But yeah, usually, when I come when I feel good those things doesn't happen, but I took a stupid risk to come even when I was tired and out of myself by coming too much, and this is the result. I'm not like this usually, I'm seen as someone really smart and good but I know that there's some gaps where you can feel strange, I know it's the way it went. I'm definitely ready to move on for now, I'm doing constant efforts to be an interesting person.
I'm pretty sure that the thing we wanted is to offer a good activity to others even with all those contant things and to ensure I wouldn't deceive others on here, I know it was the case noneteless, so maybe a break would have been good to take instead of doing crappy activities. I think the best thing would have been to been helped out when I felt this way. I am someone which needs to relax a lot due to the way I am and I took a huge risk and an exception to do this. Oh well, at least, as long as me and Jinx did got some appreciation for at least 'trying', I think it is the good thing then, because as far as I know, I'm aware that things can't be perfect and I'm still working hard to always try to do my best, even with mistakes around which are hard to avoid.
