I am leaving the forum for good. It's because of the fact I was lying about the cancer I had. I was depressed when I said it and I didn't know what to do and I had it in my mind I was going to leave the forum and never come back. I don't know what came over me to do that, but it was wrong. I apologize. With this on my name I can't stand myself to stick around here. So with that I say good bye.