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Offline eboyblue3

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I just remembered that I have an account here (aka i'm sorry)
« on: September 08, 2018, 09:21:14 PM »
Let me just preface this by saying something right off the bat.

Oh, God.

I doubt that anyone here remembers me, but if they do, then they're most likely going to remember the absolutely inane shenanigans I caused here back in 2012-early 2013. I wasn't very bright back then at a sprightly young age of 11, but boy did I think I was just being the smartest man in the world, writing every post like I was trying to earn a master's degree in English. And that's only scratching the surface of a weird history involving some autistic kid spreading memes, trying to be relevant, and getting tempbanned for posting too much. For that, I'd just like to say that I'm sorry. Looking back now that I'm 17 and have matured quite a bit (I'm still pretty immature though), I too cringe at my past, but in a sort of good schadenfreude kind of way.

I'm doing much better off now, as I'm in my senior year of high school and moderating a website myself (in a way). Even though I've been through thick and thin, sometimes I find it good to look back on my past mistakes, because that's what makes people...well, them. Sometimes I find some interesting tidbits, like that Club Penguin cheat website I decided to put up and never do anything with back in about 2009. Other times there are things that I wanted to wipe off the face of the planet (such as my DeviantArt account, even though I kind of regret it because I've lost a lot of the "art" on there to history). Either way, all of this has helped me grow, and I would have been much worse off had it not been for the fire thrown at me over the years.

Even if I consider my presence here to be my lowest point, it's kind of nostalgic to see everything again. Just try not to shoot me down for being a total moron five years ago. ;)
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